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When you do something you'll feel that you want to finish it quickly
But when it finish, you want to do it again, do you ever feel it?

Yeah I feel it.
And I'm kind of miss that time.
Want to go back, but I don't have any time machine.
And the last thing I do.
Sit in front of my notebook.
Write something unnecessary.

Practice. Sweat. Tired. Studio. Mirror. Coach. Scold. Tears. Goose-bumps. Mistake. Make-up. Basketball. ID. Costume. Smile. Newspaper. SRI. Choreography. Award. Camera. Judges.
Twenty-one things I remembered about that day.
When time is getting short.
Comes a big wave strikes us into tear.
But we're never alone.
We have the kindest girl in the world.
Build the pin to its place again.
And once again life in our side.

Ocean will never beautiful when it lose its wave.
But when the wave comes.
It makes us scream, cry or excited.
Life could be refer with Ocean.
It won't have a story when the wave just pass.
It won't make you stronger.
There's nothing much to learn.

When second wave comes.
We try to handle it.
We give our best to minimize the effect.

From those waves we learn many things.
That this life need to be handle.
It depends on you.
And God will always be with you even you deny it.
God hear you although you just speak in your heart.
What am I doing?
Just leave your worry to God. And everything you do will be back to you.

I must do it, I'm sure do it, and I can do it.